Shit..shit shit...and shit!
Im going lost control right now... ya shit...I cant believe that was I did..
I cant trust it....what we were same of the love values before....I cant trust it you said that...
I remember that...that was my doomsday and bullshit feeling!!
Today,10/4
after 4 days...is your birthday...ya...1year ago..
May I happy? or...
I wont give any wishing more and more...
useless hopeless and speechless...right?
When you were down...ya~what I did?
Do you remember? What I did?
What you did when I comfort you?
ya...you ask me shut up.....
Fuck off...
Ya...when I give you somethings...it'll be the stressful..
After the day...when I caring about you...
Ya...your intuition is... I am bugging you...
right?
But...do you know...what you leaving for me?
SADNESS...TAUNT...AND SELFISHLY MESSAGE...
If I never say...you will conceal right?
Then keep reply the something bullshit word for me...."en" "ah" "oh"...
Fuck...you know I am worry about? then? how long you want to conceal me?
9/25
Ya...the massage...
Ya...you remember how to meet...how can we be friend...
But...you know how I pass the sadness day?
How many times I walk at behind of you? But I turn my way out...
Maybe...Given too much....you wont treasure...
At the last chance for a near distance....you were never given...
It's...ok...cause you told me ...you will be happy~
but it;s really? I dont know... I hope so...
And....Please...my caring...not your toys....
after you did...then sent the massage for me?
it was too late....
*to be continue*
